{June 17, 2006}   ItS bEen So LoNg…..

hye guys.

i knw i know its been i while… but as you know i moved to joburg and i dont have internet at my new ome so i  cant write as often a i wish to. and i am very busy. alot. wel i am working for photomodel and it is so great. i love it so much. my house is so nice. me and waldo is renting together and soon he wil be moving in with me. the house is nice its in a complex and it is so beauty a beauty.  waldo was in a car accident last week with hes new car. the cost is to repare is R65 000. alot. so much. but yeah what can we say.

last night i was out with waldo ilze and tommy, tommy and ilze just started dating. we went dancing at the party house next to coca cola dome. and from no on that is the only place i am going. there is a lounge and two dance flours. i lke the dance flour "the village"… its so cool.

i had to drove home so i didnt drink much as for waldo was wasted actually. he woke up today with a headage and drink 2 pills. i know that cos i came here to work on my blog.

uuh wel.

so i hope to be more up to date then

good bey for now



{June 17, 2006}  


{June 17, 2006}   me….


{May 11, 2006}   my little black book…

wel as u all know i was sick for the past week and 2 days…and like u all know im moving to joburg which is tomorow im not packed yet…almost there…

wel im moving tomorw can not wait…

what i have been up is wel let me see: 

wel i met n nice girl on qq…could believe that we can be good friends although its over the internet i like chatting to her…

im moving to joburg so waldo will be pleased i hope…we will visit alot more

and i wil work finialy what i mean is do the job that i like the most in the world

i am moving tomorw how cool is that…wel from monday i wil hope to full u in on every detail of my job and how it goes..

it is gonna be rocking!

wel till we meet again suckers!

{May 8, 2006}   my new home…

hey so i got the job…and moving! on friday…to great is that?

very great. ok so im moving.and im happy. get away from my hometown into my world new world that i create myself now work get money work and whatlse do i do….yeah right. draw. cant wait to get started on new job! altho im on probation for a month and a half i am happy. i work from 9 to one every day thats cool but i do advertise myself as freelance so hopefully will i get jobs in my spare time…

wel still sick. and yeah. ouh my bro is in consert tonight he is playing klavier and hope it goes great.

sterkte boetie


ek wel till next time


Every day, every night goes by and I never stop to think that my life is about to change every day… do you?

Well I did something about a month ago and it completely changed everything that’s happening in my life at the moment! Let me tell you what it is:

I was playing around on the internet, searching for stuff, and then I stopped to think maybe I should look for n job that I would like!

I went on and typed in search photographer.

Well their came up a job.

Fashion commercial.

A student in search with a funky attitude and so on.

Well I applied. Send my CV and shit! They emailed me back! I have to come for in interview. I went and went for another interview and another.

Yesterday (3mei) they called me I got the job. So what I’m trying to say is that I got the job and I’m moving to Joburg next week!It is a great job and I can’t wait!

To continue with my life so my boyfriend is happy because his life’s in Joburg. I will be living not far from him so we will see each other more then now…

We are in a distance relationship at the moment. So yeah.  

I will still continue with my studying FASHIN DRAWING ARTIST…which I am good at. Must say. Lolololol.

I want to buy myself a drawing board one of those nice ones the real ones. But its kind of expensive…why is everything so expensive???!! 

Well I can’t wait to move to Joburg because everything will be going as I want it to go…

Till next time….



My dearest love…I love you, 3 words with great meaning. That don’t even come close to how I feel for you. You are the first thought of every day, and the last dream of every night. The thought of being given more time to enjoy you excites me from the tip of my toes to the top of my head. I love you and so much more…You are a part of my being. You mix with my thoughts, even the most studious, and instead of disturbing them, you give them greater harmony and spirit. My mind demands to think of you as my body breathes for only you. I no longer control this simple task of exhaling, I’m certain that your love allows me to survive. A solemn  Enthusiasm is conceived in my heart; it leans to you, raws you to my center and springs to life, wrapping my existence around you. I do not easily surrender my heart, yet it has been yours from the beginning. The first time you held me in your arms I felt a longing to linger a moment and a lifetime in that soft, sensual tenderness I found in you. I cannot defend my heart from you. You have become a necessity in my life and I know that I love you. I love our private world, free of limitations and full of expectations. Our place where we can express emotions so full of life they burst into a million stars, lighting up the heavens where love is born. You will always be able to take me to that place and I will always cherish it. When your eyes meet mine, it is as if your soul passes into me. I cannot wait for the time when, finally, in my sleep I reach for you, I find you near and submit myself to my dreams knowing your love will be there in the morning. I have never known such a beautiful and flawless happiness as this love you give to me. You overwhelm me and you exhaust me. I am so much in love with you. Forever, I LOVE YOUThere are no words to express how I feel about you. I constantly search for the words, and they all seem less than I truly feel. You are my life, my heart, and my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. I still remember the day we first met. I knew that you were the one I was meant to be with forever. I wrote this letter for you to keep, and when you need a reminder of how I feel. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, words cannot express how you make me feel. I make this promise to you my dear, to love you the way that you love me. I now look to the future and forget the past, your life is mine and we will make it last. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I’ll love you more tomorrow than I do today. With all my heart I am forever yours.Love a inspiration, a promise and a agent with numerous name, It is an abstraction, which may consume ones life to have its physical entity……… tough and rough experience, one may get thrill and else may get mad after going through a single touch of it.I like 3 things The Sun The Moon &U The Sun in the morning The Moon at night And U For a LIFETIME.I wanted to do something special for you. I can’t put a number on all the reason’s that I love you, but I think you will get the idea. 1. I love you for you being just you. 2. I love you because you understand me. 3. I love you because you care. 4. I love you because you can make my day better than it was before i met you. 5. I love you because your love is unconditional. 6. I love you because you are my best friend. 7. I love you because you put others first. 8. I love you because you make me want to be a better person. 9. I love you because you make me feel that I’m the only one standing in a crowded room. 10. I love you because you treat me like a queen. 11. I love you for letting me be apart of you life. 12. I love you because you take away all my worries when I’m with you. 13. I love you because you are my light in the dark. 14. I love you for the man that you are and the man that you want to become. 15. I love you because when I’m not with you I feel like I can’t possibly go on. 16. I love you for showing me that I can be treated the way I want to be treated. 17. I love you for teaching me patience. For, “patience is a virtue.” 18. I love you for letting me touch you and hold you. 19. I love you for touching and holding me. 20. I love you because you have shown me what true love is.I love you as the warm spring breeze touches my face. I love you as the mist of a waterfall gently brushes over my body. I love you as the smell of fresh rain on a hot summer day. I love you as the sound of the ocean; the waves crashing into the sand. I could go on and on, but the point is that, my life; as hectic as is may be, is so much better with you in it. We can get through this. No matter what happens I will always carry your heart in my heart. Love you,

{April 24, 2006}   why is life so stressed?

life is so messsed up! i mean you finish with school. then you go and study. then you finish and then you are completely workless.

like me!

i finished school. studied. finish that. got workless. got a great work with great stuff to do and what happend got cheated and i quit the job because of that!

so i was workless again!

now i aplied for a job! in joburg and man i am so stressed.

i think i got the job but i dont want to get my hopes up!


what do you peeps say!!!

so you know what im gonna chill!

NOT…. man i am to stressed and worked up!

{April 22, 2006}   hi there suckers!!!!

life is cold freazing and stressed…

i have a job interview and i am mad crazy stressed about it!

{April 20, 2006}   FUDGENUTS

Drawing, photography and cartoons all my hobbies… Why is it sometimes so hard to draw when u is mindless or not thinking? I sometimes give up on drawing, so many times!  But one person told me not long ago that “if you listen to what other people tell you then you are screwed. But if you believe in yourself that you can do it then you can do it then that’s when you become a perfect artist!” 

The advice given I fallowed and I can do better actually and my drawing and photos are so much better.  Well I think its all about the attitude!  This is the most important ingredient! If you have no desire to draw or take photos to improve then you should stop.  Otherwise, you must not give up! Take the bull by its horns!  Perfection only comes with practice, doesn’t it? Yes practice, practice and more practice… I learn everyday (with my photos and drawings) it’s just the words SPLOSH and BAKOO in cartoons so it is fun! Hey??? Yeah…My life is my art, my photos my career. Both are my passion. But why is life so shitty sometimes and so dull and dead!?!  

I get so confused at times and have lots of doubt about my stuff that I do. One is my drawings and my photography! Photography is my career and I am really good in it, the other is my fashion drawing that I like so much but just another thing I studied not a job!  I think maybe I should change my career to fashion artist and open my own designer’s shop which be so cool. But I dunno! That is what makes life so shitty!!!! 

I love both and I am good at both!  

Why am I so confused? 

What now? 


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